Monday, August 2, 2010

Seriously?! Seriously?!

Okay, let's just get one thing straight.

I suck at blogging now. Work consumes me and I have no internet! One of those things has to change because I don't like it anymore. I miss my conversations and news feed with writers because here where I live and the people I adore around me just--do not get it.

And without all this splendid writers news feed I find myself lacking the motivation/encouragement to write. I mean, yes, I've been writing, but compared on how I used to write manuscripts AND short stories on the side, the comparison is unreal. It's like, what's happening to me? This is a dream that was on my to do list, so what am I waiting for? To get older?

Argh. It's frustrating.

Then to top it all off, I have another story idea. It's another YA, but an Urban Fantasy. And I really, really, like what I got stored for these characters, but if I move to devour this one what about my YA Mystery? That Mystery one is all planned out, outlined to a T, and is organized as far as character/plot development (for the most part). I keep pushing the Mystery off, I don't know why. It's really great, but I don't know if I've wrote that part that drives to me to love it. But I only wrote one scene in the Urban Fantasy and know I'm goo-goo-ga-ga for that one and think about it all the time.

What the heck is wrong with me? Do any of you guys get like this?